Haven’t slept. Thinking about the future. Sick to my stomach.
Anxiety or bad food? Heartburn or heart attack? Guess we’ll see which if I wake up or not.
Kids are sleeping. Peaceful. Happy.
Awake. Thinking of their future. Too many worst case scenarios to think of. I hope they’re never like this. Awake at 2:40 worrying. That my issues don’t screw them up. Anxiety that I already have.
Never peace. Only moments of less anxiety.
Close my eyes. Try to sleep. Seems like forever. Clock says it was 5 minutes.
Hope I don’t fall asleep at work. Heart beating fast now.
Probably anxiety. Always anxiety.
Try to fall asleep. Rest.
Feeling sick again. Morning comes too quickly. Still…awake.